The girl

Invisible

2012-01-17T14:32:00.003+08:00

* Hey I'm back

so .. these days my computer borked ... and umm .. yeah I miss my blog

yeah .. my winter vaction stared like a week and I love cuddling with my bed lol
oh ! and I missed the "69th Golden Globe awards"

anyway :) happy WV
see ya soon bye

P.S I love JJ's new hair style adorable !!

2012

2012-01-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

* it's finally here!!! A new year and I hope there's a NEW ME

yeah ... didn't post a while
so here we go !

this is my goal list for a new year

I wanna change myself diet prettier and confident
I wanna save some money for my trip to Disney
I wanna buy a camera
I wanna buy BB 9900
I wanna buy a laptop A of course

yeah

too much to go for
but hope I will finished it :)

Happy New Year !!

I hope there is a chance for me to meet you guys !!!!

my winter vacation is coming
and that means more chinese food ... OMG :(

well happy holidays :)

Domino

2011-12-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

yes I'm sharing this new MV JJ :)

yeah I love her clothes and style. so inspiration :)
well enjoy !

Jessie J - Domino

Happy Birthday Max

2011-12-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

It's Max birthday :- ) his so ADORABLE

wanna kiss him all day long xoxo

hey kido, when your feet is okay let's go have fun 24/7

yeah :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Passing time

2011-12-17T20:47:00.003+08:00

Today I stay home. A cup of americano and my coach watching " Eat. Pray. Love " I'm going to become a "coach potato" I think? Well.. something has come in mind last night, yeah. I'm going for my diet program "AGAIN" yes! I need it. I have to achieve my goal until I'm 20 years old. Gotta make a big difference on something in my life, first, it's me. If I don't change myself I don't think anyone can. Anyway, I bought a book yesterday, called " Oneday " . yes the movie. I think it's good and can't wait to finish it.
So that's it for today :)

Just wanna go for it and try it hard, change it for me and my life just for once. I wanna have a better life,

just needed more time and I'm still young! nothing is impossible for me in this age.

Go for it.

bye .

You make me believe

2011-12-12T21:32:00.001+08:00

*oh you just can't let it go.

it's hard not to do anything in winter
you have to walk
you have to talk
in the middle of a cold wind
it gets worse when it rains

oh and the worse part
you even have to eat a lot to get warm
OMG

freaking winter I love it
but ... appetite is way too good

I must stop .

that's all for these days .
lazy for typing cause there's nothing special for me to type
lazy for even sit right in front of my KB
just want to cuddle with max (if he let me)and sleep till my dreams are gone
yeah.

okay ... really that's it.
bye.

verrückt

2011-12-08T18:32:00.001+08:00

*just have to see it differently

haven't post lately
been lazy but busy most part is winter laziness

well ...
these days nothing special
had a cold but better now
and the host part is over

now ... I just spreading my verrückt out
okay

we stand in the same dirt
we have the same sky
we breath the same air
what make us different ?
just because we don't have the same blood , skin , language
it doesn't mean we're all different
what I'm saying is
we all are human being
we talk like human
we walk like human

but why
the only difference between us
is mind
yes brain looks alike but mind ... no
not the same

oh gosh
even typing is hard for me to explain my feelings right now...

well ...

I guess that's it .

Don't push me

2011-12-03T18:04:00.001+08:00

*enough is enough

naughty Max is getting better now
thank god !!!

but still have to behave and be grounded for 3 weeks.

~~I ate too much too full these days..~~

my anger just filled me up
wanna crush something ...

but I can't
I just have to stuck it in my heart
till it explode .

just can't take it anymore.
I just don't get it
why I treat people good like heaven
they just treat me back like hell ?
why ?

there's no other like you
I'm sorry I'm not there for you
I'm sorry what had happened ...
I miss you
and misses a lot's'

hope things are well here and there
we will get through this
we will :)
I promise .
make it disappear !!

Beginning

2011-11-29T21:05:00.001+08:00

*I can't just sit here and wait.

It's Tuesday already .
freaking hot. man isn't it November now ?
Christmas is coming .. where is my frozen winter ?

I can't believe what I said .
I can't believe what I've heard.
I just don't want to let you go.

dreaming
I'm living in a dream
A dream that makes my world much happier .

Crazy weekend

2011-11-27T20:28:00.001+08:00

*it supposed to be a "normal and happy" weekend but ...

will .. it's a bad thing so I'm gonna skip it out.
Max is feeling well now thank god !!

I'm feeling a little luck now
is it really happening?!

yeah .

everything is changing from now on.

L

JJ looks hot sexy and WOW
just look at her !

I want her body so much !!!

2011-11-23T19:43:00.001+08:00

* Addicted .

D

rainy . of course .
not a bad mood but didn't enjoy the weather.
yeah and I'm still working on " it "

just keeping it up.

okay .

S

A Thousand Years

this song is so BEAUTIFUL .
just heard it after the Twilight movie
yeah .

everything well be fine.
and I do hope so
just pray.

night .

Twilight : Breaking Dawn

2011-11-22T20:49:00.001+08:00

* OMG part one is like so many JACOB hahaha

today have to go to the damn school for some stupid roll call
and you're free to go

WTF?!

anyway
nothing can stop me for going to the theater and watch

TWILIGHT : BREAKING DAWN

wolf and vampire

baby and wedding

sex ?!

so many excitement in that movie
OMG why can't you just keep on playing the second part ?!

I need it so bad

yeah .
it's awesome .

waiting for part two !

I bought a novel
it's called The sky is everywhere by Jandy Nelson
the cover attractive me
watched it like five pages

and you know what ?
I love it !!

so I have to keep on reading it
Then I will tell you guys about the story .

so tired now .
night guys :)

It's a wonderful day to meet the sun

2011-11-20T22:18:00.001+08:00

*The sun is out and it's time to go out side and burn

yeah . the sun is out but !
I didn't go out.
yeah . I'm lazy ...
it cause of the winter effect

oh well ...
bored like hell
so ... I'm not continuing typing whatever.

so see ya tomorrow.
night

The fact is .

2011-11-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

*I'm getting more burning then ever OMG

today is the Twilight premier and I didn't go
well that's okay ... we have plenty of time here
I'll just have to avoid those FB messages about the movie until next Tuesday

yeah ..
and now it's still raining here ...
but it's okay ... cause I just ate Friday hahahaha

yummy yummy tummy fully

calories burn burn burn

okay ... I'm serious now I ready need to get started on my
" EXTENSIVE READING "
cause I have a poor english writing and speaking skills
I need to push hard on these two ..
and I need to restart talking English with my pa

it's a hell long way
but it's worth it .

wish me luck.

ADORABLE

Wealthy ?

2011-11-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

* money can't buy us happiness (?)

D

today teacher ask us a question
"Is money important to you ?"

if you ask me ...
I think ... maybe 50/50
the most important of all is to be healthy
if your sick you ain't gonna enjoy the fun if you got a lot's' of money
to me family is first .

wanna share my happiness with them
second is my friends
but if both, that would be even better !

anyway...
Twilight .

I'm gonna buy the novel . oh yeah.
but unfortunately I can't be the first one to watch the movie tomorrow ...

DAMN SCHOOL !!!!!!!!

Why does it has to be on FRIDAY ?

L

last night I had a dream about Jessie's concert !!! and I was THERE !!!
OMG !!! I was so excited that I burst into tears !!! and ran toward Jessie and hugged her !!! but then she pushed me off like a little confusing ... blah blah blah
the clock woke me up

damn ...

oh well :)
I'm going to dream it AGAIN ( I hope )
so ... night !!

Mistake

2011-11-16T19:13:00.001+08:00

* there... you got it all wrong

hell yeah ... my ipod charger is dead ..

omg ... I have to buy a new one

but the question is ... I COULDN'T AFFORD IT !!!

plus ... exam

I fail ~~two~~ ... and I don't think my mom would want to see that ..

why ... now ...

E

please stop
just stop talking
stop whining
stop ....

you may think you r right

NO !!!

I'm stepping forward
I will keep trying
until then

stop your mouth
shut it
just shut up .

Sky is clear

2011-11-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

* finally ... I can see the sun outside.

E

I think .. I miss it.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
that ain't right !

I mean ... my mind is clear today
something .. just can't put it down
or throw it away
it just can't leave me alone !

why I care so damn much and realize that no one really cares me.

weird
strange

fuck .

oh well ... I think a lot 's'
overthinking

don't know what I'm typing ... but still ... just wanna express my motions here .
( please don't mind )

S

okay :)

Katy Perry's new music video is here
it's called " The one that got away "

video is touching ... I know ..
makes me cry like a bitch .

I love it ,,
the lyrics are beautiful just look at it .
played over a hundred times

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I didn't work hard on it.

2011-11-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

*yeah ... I admit .. I didn't study for exam

well ...
just let it be ...
though at the final exam I will be prepared .

and yet ...
I just wanna relax

oh yeah :- )

it's finally over ...
I don't hate poems
but I don't know why they ignore me ...
( guess it's my problem )

I will get my scores back at finals .

now I just wanna relax
and watch Twilight
and go shopping
and go on a diet hahahaha

oh well

guess it's good night now :)

Consequences

2011-11-06T20:20:00.001+08:00

* Haven't post awhile back again !

Yeah :)

I'm kind of busy this days ...

what can I say ... school exams is killing me

well ... for me English it's easy .. but I don't get it ...

when I see the paper it was like " blank" "s* I forgot that word ..."

I know ... I should concentrate more harder ... then watching Ryan and Joe

everyday ... LOL

oh well ...

I still need to prepare for my exam

so ... have to leave my blog here for a couple of days .

yup : )

wish me luck . bye

(( crab for dinner :)

L

YEAH it's EMMA STONE'S B'DAY
oh my love Happy 23th Birthday :)
you will always be my favorite girl

May all the stars shine on you

2011-11-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

* I love this kind of weather

D

Today ... good weather and it's my dad's birthday !!!!
yeah papa

thank you for believing me when I'm failing
thank you for being there for me when I'm sad
thank you for being my dad
I couldn't ask for a better dad
I love you more then ever

and

I in love with the weather
I want to be prettier
I wanna be smarter

I wanna be the one ...

and ... tomorrows exam ...
I have to go work on it
so see yeah .

L

shine on you :)

bye :)

It was all yellow

2011-10-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

* turn into something beautiful ...

E

don't know how to say
don't know what to do
it's frustrating

on the other side
I mean

I should take the chances
and except the consequences

so let it be ..

I just hope everything would be alright
I love to turn the time
but I just can't .

W

"For you I'd bleed myself dry "

this .
I will tell it to the other person I'm expecting for
but until then

waiting .

L

at school doing nothing
but talking about guys muscle with K
sexy, hot, six pack of them OMG

" it's like you're PHOTOSHOPPED"

Dear Santa :

I wanna man just like him (Ryan Gosling )
or just send him to me, that okay for me :)

lol

smoking hot !!! I can live with this whole day !!! seriously

and I just forgot today is 10/31
it's Halloween !!!
I thought it was yesterday ...
oh well ... that's okay

and !!!! tomorrow JASON MRAZ is coming !!!!
I wanna f* see him !!!!
but the time is so rush ...
~~damn school schedule ...~~

we'll think of something out
yeah :-)

have a nice day :)
bye bye bye

Trick or treat

2011-10-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

*boooo are you scared ?

it's Halloween and nothing unusual happened here
so damn boring ...
I want the party
I want the excitement
I want to dress for Halloween
I want a COSTUME PARTY
I want to trick or treat !!!

just not feeling it here
no knocking doors
no kids asking for treat
no haunted house
no fucking toilet papers around the trees

I mean why is that ?
it's lame you know ...

I want that trick or treat
I want it so bad

~~lame country~~
~~lame place~~

I wanna go back to US
just wanna get out of here for sure !!!!

oh well ...
I might have stuck here for years ...
but I won't !!! not for long

oh well
guess I'm going to have a Ryan Halloween day :)

Happy Halloween to all of you : - D

it's not getting better

2011-10-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

* I wanna learn how to sing my soul out

D

yesterday I was going to ask my dad
about a new name for me
but ... don't know how to start with it

well ... I should ask him TODAY ... ( maybe

anyway ..

had a good sleep last night ... ( like anyone cares
well it's good .. cause I just had a good dream last night
not gonna say it cause I wanna it to come true

and umm ...

I searched a song
and it total melt me
( it's the song you r hearing now

yellow .

yeah I like the voice
it made me wanna sing it out loud lol

L

I mean isn't he the hottest guy in the world ?!
I mean seriously ? who wouldn't fall for his sexy sexy voice ?
hahaha

just let me go to the tour
and I promise I will behave :- )

that's all for today
have a nice day everyone :)

Why just now ?

2011-10-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

* you know what I mean

E

I think I'm just not over it .

always finding the one
I think it's not here
it's far away ... really far

I just wanna go back
back from a real life
a real life where someone really gets me
where a world that really fits me
a world that make a lot of joy
a lot of joy for me to memorize
joy for me to smile
a smile that just make my day

I'm finding a new name to fit me
should I pick it myself ?
or maybe I should ask my dad for my german name

just wait and see :)

L

thank god you r real !!!
thank god I get to hear you sing everyday !!!!

I feel love everyday

Ryan hot
Ryan sexy
Ryan OGD you really exists !!!

Change

2011-10-26T20:58:00.001+08:00

* my chance

E

change myself
have to change from the top to the bottom of myself

just have to find my confidence back !!!

it could need a big progress here so ...
this time I really mean it .

L

JJ you are the most beautiful women I've ever seen
why you so perfect ??? I ask everyday !!!

OMG I want you so bad !!!!

hot sexy adorable JJ :-)

love your new hair style it's fab love ya mua

Chat chat

2011-10-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

* long as hell

just had a long talk at school

and I'm always like ...

" do I talk weird ?"

" why are you staring at my face?"

"I'm funny, right ?

I always care lots in mind

I mean

I'm not used to be like this

I used to be so funny

big smiley face everyday

now ...

damn blue ...

maybe the confident thing ? don't know ...

trying to find the old me back !!!

I wanna go to JJ's tour !!!!!!!

Oh my Jessie I'm dying to see you in person!

pls pls pls

let me see her !!!!

Just peace

2011-10-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

* wanna have a fame life, but can I ?

E

maybe it's just me
keep trying
keep pushing

I'm not perfect, but I wanna be

I wanna learn more
not joking yeah seriously

I wanna feel the fame
I just wanted to be well-known

but I just have to keep trying, right ?

not gonna live in the dreams
gonna go for it .

just thinking ... well ... yeah .

L

why are you so perfect ?
you just melt me like a thousand times
omg ...

is there any twins ?

What's the matter ?

2011-10-22T20:43:00.003+08:00

* everybody is HARRYPOTTERING again ha

why you so perfect ?

yeah just watched HPTDH1 AGAIN

I'm insane hahaha

oh well ...

just posting this cause I'm boring

one last sentence

~~I HATE ALLERGY !!!~~

I'm done

2011-10-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

*stop being so cruel

I'm done wasting my time on someone who doesn't cares back
I'm done with all the chit chat
I'm done with all the faces
I'm just done

I just don't give a ~~fuck~~ what you r thinking
you think you r better then me then why don't you just GTFO and leave me alone ?
your wrong this time ... so wrong

man ... things got wild these days
don't like it

damn roller coaster ...

Wacky

2011-10-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

* stay where you are

I am having a hard time
seriously

I hate what people think about me
I hate what they talk shit behind my back

I mean "attitude" is everything
you don't respect me then why should I ?

why I can't just be those girls who don't give a fuck ?
why I can't just have a bunch of cool supportive friends like Ted Mosby ?
why ? I ask myself every fukin single day

don't make fun out of yourself

I don't give a *

2011-10-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

*it's good to have friends around

what is it like if there's no friendship in this world?
would it be enemies everywhere ?

IDK

anyway

hope my luck is back :-)
James Morrison and Jessie J mv - UP teaser

can't wait

Benefit

2011-10-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

*my hair is not okay

my first experience ever ... got my eyebrow wax
at the first it hurts a lot, not comfortable but for beauty I gotta give it a try

it's a good day for me

and I like it !!!

shopping with mama feels good
but watching mama's money flying away feels terrible

yeah

not gonna type too much cuz I feel a little sleepy now

so ... see you 2morow :-)

don't go break my heart

2011-10-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

* no explainations .. I'm just right

last night itchy thingy came up

couldn't barely sleep

frustrated

have to change my schedule.

I recommend this song

Muse - starlight

I don't really like to share things to strangers

but I do like to share music

so go buy their album and listen carefully

mama's always right

just can't find the one to have joy with

can't find happiness

can't trust anymore

honesty ? I don't think so ...

~~please ... just prove me I'm wrong .~~

some words can't be mention

you just have to feel it

bye ... just gonna say fare well ..

Starlight

2011-10-10T22:06:00.003+08:00

*If you love somebody, don't let them slip away.

today I had a zoo trip with my mom n dad
it's like ~~fucking shit !!!~~

there's no animals though there's only a few ..
OMG

it sucks !!!
I like San Diego and L.A. zoo
it's HUGE and the road is like there's no end there

and I think the animals who lived there are much more happier then here in TW zoo

anyway

we went there like 3- 4 hr and we didn't STOP !!!
tired ... frustrated ..

and it's crowded like ~~fuck...~~
so many children ... running and yelling

....

so that's it ...
night.

Senseless

2011-10-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

* go get a life .

today I didn't go anywhere

at home like shit

In some ways ...

I just feel like frustrated ... don't know why

I think worried is the word to explain my emotions

but now

I am completely cool with all the stuffs around me

I just need to stop thinking about it !

no matter what the consequences are

just let go !!

Jessie and Ryan just made my fucking day

it feels good .

R.I.P Steve Jobs

2011-10-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

* you will be missed

it's a shock !!! I saw this news on CNN about 9:05 a.m at school
and I just couldn't believe it

I was gonna post this yesterday but my internet got broke so ... I post it today .

the creator of Apple - Steve Jobs

I mean you are a total genius !!!

when I was 5, I used to beg for an apple computer it's a shape of an apple

and it's cute !!! but I didn't get it, it's really a pity, if I have one of those I could collect all the apple stuff,

now I need is an phone and a mac pro

what I mean is ... Steve, you created a new different world

it's like a whole new level when everybody in the street is using the same laptop

phone ... everything ... like an APPLE world !!!

this is what I found yesterday
and what you said was so beautiful that makes me feel so sad

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life.
Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking.
Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice.
And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.
They somehow already know what you truly want to become.
Everything else is secondary." [Steve Jobs]

but I believe your apple will always be remembered and so are you !!!

I won't let you go

2011-10-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

* you are not my friend anymore and I mean it

oh Ryan oh Ryan
why can you be so ... adorable ?

every time you just make me melt

ALOT !!!!

so today ...
FYMT ...
iphone ? htc ?

maybe I will stay with iphone 5 or ..

iphone 4s is probably good :-)

" you don't take things seriously
you don't really meant what you say
you don't even stand out for me
you don't always think of me
you only think of money more then me
there's always YOU and no ME
you think your decision is better then me when I advice you
and

you don't really treat me as a friend .

this is just it .

and I speak of myself now
so ... that's it !

no more friends we're done
gladly we don't have to see each other anymore. "

(from novel)

OMG Ryan your so cute

2011-10-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

* crazy stupid love is the funniest movie EVER

Ryan and Emma are so couple couple :-)
cutiest thing ever ♥

ADORABLE !!!

max wake me up !! and it's 7:00 a.m.
why why why :-(

it's still raining and it didn't stop !!
omg

who you are

2011-10-01T21:53:00.001+08:00

* check out JJ's new mv - who you are

she's awesome !!!

finally out !!!
click here to watch video

who you are this song really really inspires me

and I love lyrics it's so true !!

hope she get well sooner !!!

love you ♥

it kept raining till tonight ..

tomorrow is movie day

going to watch crazy stupid love on a big screen with M

we haven't met since ... idk 2 months ?

just can't wait for 2morow :-)

GA S8 was OMG !!!

and I'm keep saying OMG cuz Usher is in my head lol

bye

Hell

2011-09-28T19:49:00.003+08:00

* perhaps .

maybe I act like I don't care ... but I do !!!
I don't like to say it this way but ...
sometimes I just wanna slap u off
burn your face
turn it to ash
and pretend you do not exists !!!

don't push it too over
limited red line it's near to my ears ...

but today I had a great talk and had fun
so ... whatever

sleepy now night :)

Danke

2011-09-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

*dramatisch

omg ... it's happening again !!!!
it's sad that the heat is still on but !! windy windy windy
it just blow out my mind - shuuuuu

anyway ..
FRMT class 2morow !! does anyone wanna know FRMT " means ?
~~FUCKING RUINING MY TIME "~~
and yes it's boring .

so ... heading to bed now

Play ground

2011-09-25T23:04:00.004+08:00

* we are different kinds of people now.

OMG !!! my dad bought a PS3 today, I think it's for his free time play ground ?
but it's cool for me cuz I can play it too!! but I was hoping to get one X-BOX360 kinect
so I can dace and play with the cute tiger I saw on the commercial .

but still I love it :-)
I hope I won't be stuck on the coach 24/7 hahahaha

my new prince Ryan Gosling his got a lot of movie going on :)

BLUE VALENTINE
NOTE BOOK
DRIVE
CRAZY, STUPID, LOVE →　gotta go watch it !!

bye ya'll

We found love

2011-09-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

*Rihanna's new song go listen on iTunes :)

hey ya'll
just dyed my hair today ... and it looks perfect
like the color it's dark red not that light red ... love it !!

the new TV is on the house yeah :)
47'' sooooo big !!! but my dad is on the coach all day ...
no tv for me today

just listened to Cody Simpson's song called - angel
it's totally sweet !!! the lyrics, voice, everything :)

saw HIMYM S7 1-2
Awkward S1 10
Modern Family S3 1
The big bang theory S5 1
Glee S3 1

too much to watch ... but they made my weekends going busy n busy so ..
I'll watch them 2morow

tired now so ta-ta !!! Cya :)

stand out

2011-09-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

* just have to let it go and see it all .

maybe I'm to sensitive ...
maybe I have bad temper ....
maybe I'm a loner ...

I'm a creep so what ?

But guess what ?
I have feelings too !!!

When you say something to some one's face please ... think before you speak .
it may not hurt in the face but it stabs deeply in the bottom of your heart ...

I'm writing this not just because I care cuz I respect you
so sop being an idiot and pay attention to some one's feelings okay ?

anyway ...
it's turning a little bit like winter today here, cuz it's colder then yesterday.
ceep warm guys :)

HIMYM S7 is right on tv <3

bye

winter arriving

2011-09-22T01:56:00.001+08:00

*yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm the winter and spring person .

I don't like women's p to come :( it not that comfortable ..
anyway ... today I just have the same FRMT class and it's boring cuz
have to go for a 10 - 12 class just to go there and sit like fucking 2h and then go home ...
I'll call that class as FRMT class !!!

I have to say ... FB changed everyday ... and it's kinda of ignoring and some
new things we wouldn't really use it ... and the other reason is that there will be
so many people whining about it and invite some shit event everywhere so to tell the FB creator to change it back

though it's damn annoying, but you don't need to always share the fucking event over and over again !!
if you don't like it just don't fucking use it !!!

okay ... time for bed, and yes ... I just got up from bed : - ( ~~fucking allergy~~ ...
and sorry for the f words.

Dangerous love

2011-09-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

* still finding the right title

hey ! today is monday and well ... I just have 1-3:00 class
so it's not bloody monday anymore

I think I'm kind of have a crush on some one
and it's like ... the JJ crush not that deep but yeah .
I always have a problem with guys
it's like ... two different kinds of people
IDK I just can't be feel that relax around them

this "guy thing" happened at kindergarden
hahaha it was funny ..
I remember there was a boy name ~~Alex~~ and .. umm ... well I was new there
he was the class leader I guess ... and ummm .. I wanna be friends with him
but he kinda doesn't like being with new people or maybe I think I'm the problem ?
we have karate class together, partners and well ... I try to talk to him but he just ignore me .. dk dk dk dk ...
so ... since that ... just don't know how to talk with guys ... that ...
till now ...

will ... let the time speak ... I guess ...

I got to bed early and now I'm sitting here with my keyboard :-D

night

consummation

2011-09-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

* what the heck is wrong with me ?

yes. I went mountain climbing with family today, it's a little bit annoying actually ...
you have to wake up early in the morning ... sleepy bugs aren't awake
but still ... we finished it and it feels gooood

I had a thought now
but it's full of bla bla bla so don't watch .

in our life's ... we will meet any kinds I mean any types of friends
first
new school
new teacher
new people

yeah ... we've been there .
we don't know each other.
and you usually will meet some one you think he/she is friendly
just the kind that you think you will last a big friendship with them and
live happily ever after ... but your WRONG

first friendship .. I mean the first person you chit chat with
mostly aren't the kind of person you think they are.
won't last too long

just the kind of level, that people will always have those awkward relationships.
fine! we just have to get use to it.
we don't know them well ...

if you have a social group you will know
every group, there's always a crap person who hates you
but they always hide their faces and PRETEND that they like you
and do those bitchy things ...
ugh ... screw them ..

maybe these whole part of life is the way that we can learn more from each-other
IDK ?
just stop with the whining and just make some new friends !

.

Eidetic

2011-09-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

*some words are meaningful but some of them are just rude.

hey ... it's been a while I know !
well .... here I am now !

today is our TW traditional moon festival
we BBQ and eat some moon cakes
and that means fat fat and big calories !!

at Sat, I spend a lot of time with my family (including MAX)
it's cool and I love it !!!

ugh ... tomorrow is school day though it's not MONDAY but it's still sucks !!

can't wait for Joe's new mv JUST IN LOVE
just in love with him hahaha

yeah .. I will keep in touch here so ...
see ya 2morow :-)

Thai food

2011-08-30T15:24:00.002+08:00

*THAI IS GOOD
yeah last night was totally ... BANG
I ate dinner last night !!! well ...
it seems I have to re-record my dinner plans again

so ...
I first got there and ... well ... I waited a bit longer than I thought
fortunately my stomach didn't starve to death haha !
~~ate a lot like an lion eating an elephant !!!~~
I think I ate too much desert and sea food it's like OMG ... come to mommy !!
I like that restaurant next time I have to go with my mom
she love to eat those shrimps and crabs

when I got home
didn't had a good night sleep till 6a.m in the morning ... OMFG

have to keep my body well ... health ... yeah ...

ps : isn't joe freaking hot ?!

Tattoo

2011-08-28T22:26:00.001+08:00

* Yes ...

yes I made it !!!
today is the third day, and guess what ... no hunger at all !!!
keep it going

oh and umm ...
it's windy today, it's a pity that I didn't go out and have fun.

I love to start over,it's good for a new page to post
and I love to share it :-D

Pay

2011-08-27T09:03:00.000+08:00

* hurricane tonight

I just can't fall asleep as usual
since the terrible damn allergy I have to take pills to help me get into sleep
but last night I slept like a baby lol
it's good to have a good night sleep
and it's good to have my dreams back yeah, I'm a dreamer

anyway
it has been two days that I haven't ate dinner instead of juice
and I feel good :)

waiting for the third day now !
let's see what will happen

today ... keep on going :)
wish me luck!

Rupert is hot

Tom is adorable

these two are Hotdorable :)

just saying

Useless

2011-08-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

* leave me be

a song can make you breathtaking
a word can make you speechless

but what kind of stuff can make you even stronger ?

a heart .

either a relationship love or a friend, family love.

no love no life

Cherish the people in front

my summer vacation is about to end
I wasted all the things that wasn't suppose to happen to me,
but it did.

ah .. it's just not the end ...
not even the very end.

now I have to face something ... even worse
~~SCHOOL~~

crap.

Ingrate

2011-08-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

* prove me I'm wrong

actions speak louder than words
just go for it !

song for today :)

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Struggle

2011-08-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

* who cares

screaming to much cuz I'm singing lol

the fact is I don't know what fucking day it is today
the fact is I never care about anything
the fact is no one needed me
the fact is I'm still me

struggling these days and I realize that I don't fucking care.
yeah . I love who I am now not the past or the future ... NOW

envious is a really good explanation for things that happened now.

Bloody Monday

2011-08-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

* it's about time to end my hot summer

ADELE someone like you

who could probably write something emotional song like this one?

I dealing with my savings and ...
I finally figured it out what it really is going on in my mind
first. the job
second. the perfect life .

sometimes the truth is too ugly to watch
it's to big for you to swallow

ego eager whatever ...

if you can really make someone changes there mind of changing there way
teach me please !!

my point is ... no matter how you really care about life or self
it's just not easy for you to find the right direction .. or maybe you should try the left one lol

seriously, thinking about your future it's not as easy as you say it
when you say it well ... I'm not sure you will go for it

so try think more about your future then now
I mean .. we can have much more fun then, right ?

Team

2011-07-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

* I love you like a love song BABY

GAGA 回去了
什麼時候才有 BEYONCE or BRITNEY ?

Jessie J ??

暑假過了一段時間
有點懶兒
想晚出門都不行

我有持續噢
希望有好結果

有準備錢買書
有準備了

I'm glad I know where my future is
and I'm in love with Jessie J :-*

ya I just saw Joe across the street :-)

Humanity

2011-06-30T21:16:00.001+08:00

*Here I am and here I start

SV - 7

過敏開始好了那是身體的部份
至於鼻子當然很不好

六月很快的過去
東西該換一換

八月去玩樂 YEPPPPPPP

where can I find a better place with a better life?
I should be there .